thanks to one of my friends and some significant swift kicks to my but and some good ol' fashion preaching / shoving me back on the right direction and praying for me..... i feel 100% lighter and a 100% better, in the end thanks to be to God for always being my light when i am scared of the dark and my superhero when i try to save the world all on my own.
medicine.... we arent getting along right now, not dancing the same tango..... and let me tell you i am starting to suffer, maybe tonight when i start my new workout program i will wear myself completly out and fall in to bed exhasuted and sleep... i pray for that and peaceful sleep without worry or any concern on my mind.
my meds..... they help but how i have felt all day today i feel they are not worth it, i would rather go on having extreme manias and all than feel as down and out on my luck as i have all day. i really hope that i can get control of these feelings here soon.
i also think (besides mister muscles pointing out that i havent turned all my problems over to God) that the fact i didnt have my consouling appointment this week because of the holidays i feel like i am caring extra baggage around.
hm, im just gonna fall asleep tonight and think of it as a new day tomorrow and a fresh start.....
goodnight everyone, i hope yall have had an amazing day, i feel tonight is going to be great for me!
remember to smile at everyone you come across, you never know when someone needs it!
- a friendly face with secrets to keep
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